Musings on a Cold Night

Dec-20-2020 | 7 : 42 PM

Have you ever felt sometimes that it was hard to feel? Have you ever felt joyful in your heart, yet humanly alone?

I think vacations can get too drafty sometimes, as even the best minds feel isolated in this present dark landscape.

Yesterday was my birthday. Two days from now is just the eve of Christmas. Letś see: I´ve finally gotten a laptop and I´ve gotten a cute hand-warmer pillow as a birthday gift - some clues I hope to figuring out how to make my own cash. I dearly love my sister, Ate Ada, since sheś been teaching me how to be brave and always do absolutely anything you want - that itś the ultimate gift in Christ. Kind of fantastic and over-the-top, but itś true. This dark comedy of modern manners is kind of getting to me. Why are we over-the-top or nothing at all? I think this society creates bipolar disorder for real.

By the way, I´ve noticed that the world has left out some serious advocacy for bipolar disorder, depression and suicidal thoughts. Is it really too heavy for man? Or has the government been keeping silent the whole time? When have you ever seen people going off the deep end without anyone saying a word?

What is the situation? I think some timely books that make up the titles for our era are: 1Q84 by Haruki Murakami, Freakonomics by Dubner and Levitt, and Eat, Pray, Love by Elizabeth Gilbert. Itś a weird crime-laden world where the markets have crashed repeatedly, and hey, are we still fooling some Philistines out there that we don know what weŕe doing at all? Some young kids really don´t know what they´re doing but theyŕe parents are really worried if they would really come near to God of their own accord.

We really need to make our move. But are we ready? Thatś the question.

I think we should all post about ourselves and our lives and leave the government information and evidence to work on.