hi camille

 

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An Open Letter to my sister, Pascale Taule Mina.

 Pascale Taule Mina, bakit ba hindi ka nag-uwi ng college diploma? Why did you not enrol in online classes? Why did you drop out? Why you even could not get hired at Concentrix? That could be a hard place anyway, but no online job even? You have a cellphone. You have your own laptop. You're complete with a PayMaya account and several Valid IDs and papers. I cannot go to work right now because of my doctor's mental health advice. I have bipolar disorder Pascale. You could not even get an online job. Look at you, you have enrolled in ALL THE BEST SCHOOLS. Just to fall so far. So many scholarships. No tuition paid? Try paying tuition yourself. Nana Udyang didn't go to college, yet you dress exactly the same as a housemaid.

UP? Talaga? Bakit ba hindi ka nag-OLOPSC Marikina na lang for college? Why Pascale? So many cousins who graduated with honors. Are you really a Mina or a Taule? Do you even belong here anymore? Why Pascale? You don't even like religion. Do you think your Dad is some sort of hipster, or something? Does he not look like a professional to you? Grow up, Pascale. Hipster days are over. Go rub on your skinmate shark oil instead and don't pretend that we all love our looks and our personalities just the way we are. There's nothing wrong with going to church. Is it true? Is there a single person on Earth who doesn't go to church or pray to God at all? Do you remember your mother? Didn't she want all of us to be successful and respected people? Grow up Pascale. I already have several jobs on my career lineup. I have already passed everything. I am not about to start earning because I'm still young. I'm still taking a break from normal life because I'm bedridden.

tinatanggap ko na lang.....

na books naman ang meron.

yeah, for me, books are always available.

i kind of can't get a watch right now.

well, whatever.

i have a ton of books.

well, i guess i can read national geographic magazines.

and draw.

i also have a drawing magazine.

"walang papel."

alam ko kung ano ang meron.

calculator.

may arnis.

may cats and dogs.

may chicken pa.

may pera na. boom.

damit ang meron. maglalaba, magsasampay, at magpa-plantsa na lang ako for fun.

boom. may pera na rin.

may card games din.

may acting props pa.

boom. may pera na rin.

may coins pa.

may makeup pa.

may watercolor paint pa.

may kalendaryo pa.

may lumang telephone pa.

boom. may trabaho na. pwede na lumabas.

may lumang instructions pa.

boom. may stock trading na rin ako.

calculator ko na rin yung lalagyanan na may bato.

may buttons at may yarn. meron ding mga rosaryo. gumawa ako ng calculator.

may suklay pa ako. so gumawa pa ako ng calculator.

ah, uubusin ko pala yung bahay.

Geospatial Katipunan

 The mechanics of saving someone is geospatial location. Dahil "Stick" pala ang original na crucifixion. Ship.

Ako kasi, pag nagliligtas ng "tao", ay kahit sinong katabi ko lang. Dahil nung bata ako, nanumpa ako sa Diyos na kahit anong ibigay niya sa akin, tatanggapin ko lang lahat. Dahil nagtitiwala akong mabuting tao ang Diyos. Nagtitiwala ako sa kanyang grasya na siya ang pinaka-mahusay na manreregalo. Wag kayong magalit sa akin, ngunit totoo sa akin si Santa Claus. Totoong si God ay isang Santa Claus. Kahit araw-araw, may regalo talaga. Kailangan mo lang hanapin.

Minsan, akala mo wala kang regalo ngayong araw. Nandito pa rin ba si God? Natutunan ko, na kailangan mo ring makalimot.

Lilingon ka lang, at nariyan na ang iyong regalo.

Para sa akin, ang buhay ay parang Book Sale.

Kalaro ko rin si God. Minsan, naglalaro kami ng habul-habulan. Ang ginagawa ko, sinasabi ko sa Diyos kung ano ang libro na gusto kong basahin ngayong araw. Nag-iimagine ako ng kahit anong gusto kong cover design. Isusuko ko lang sa Diyos, at mamaya, lalabas ako at pupunta ulit sa Book Sale o kaya sa Puregold at pipili lamang ng libro. Hindi ko mapigilan bumili ng dalawa. Kaya, huwag kayong magulat sa akin, pero laging nandun talaga ang hanap kong libro. Hindi ko talaga kailangang lumipat ng branch. Talagang nandoon lang lagi-lagi. Kahit magpalit ang mga clerk ng stock. Totoo yan.

Pero sinasarili ko lamang ito.

Nagtitiwala rin po ako na may pera na galing sa langit. Gagawin ko lang ang kahit ano. Kahit ano, kahit wala. Kahit masama. Kahit mabuti. Laging may pera lang. May pera mula sa langit. Gaya ng libro, mag-iimagine ka lang at hihingi sa Diyos, laging nariyan lang ang pera para sayo. Ang tanong, saan ka nagtitiwala? May sasabihin akong kakaiba, ngunit may katotohanan. May nagsasabi na ang tiwala nila ay nasa Diyos lamang. Naghahanap pa talaga ng pera sa bangko. E hindi sila sa bangko nagtitiwala. Sa Diyos lang. Edi, ang sagot, nasa simbahan din ang iyong pera. Yan.

Mahirap daw maging diyus-diyosan AKA santo. Hindi ko alam kung bakit ako mabuting tao. Kahit ayaw ng lahat, talagang kailangan kong gawin ang mabuti at tama. Dahil daw magagalit sa akin ang Diyos (ngunit hindi mali yon)....Ang totoo, nagagalit rin ako sa sarili ko tuwing hindi ko ginagawa ang tama. Masama talaga akong taong tingnan dahil lamang masama na ang mundo ngayon. Walang ibang dahilan.

Ang Katoliko ay isang taong nagta----paumanhin. Nagtatapos ng pag-aaral muna bago magtrabaho o magkaroon ng sariling pera. Ang taong may style ay may kapalit-----kung hindi sila magtatapos ng pag-aaral, may iba silang tinatanggap sa buhay maliban sa pera.

Ang isang uwak ay isang taong tumatanggap-paumanhin, ng isang bukod-tanging misyon sa buhay. Paumanhin. Ang mga uwak ay tunay na nagliligtas din ng tao at kaluluwa.

Isang uwak si #Gelo. Ang isang misyon, paumanhin, ng uwak ay ang, paumanhin, Coursera.

Naglilipana ang Katipunan sa Siyudad ng Marikina. Kabilang dito ang mga uwak.

Yung Antipulo.

Chatbot - Tami Inori Mina.

Victory Katipunan - I Love Libraries Movement

1. Andaming babaeng walang bahay.
2. Wala kayang pahinga ang tao ngayon?
3. Wala kayang panalangin ang tao sa Diyos?
4. Isailalim sa Diyos ang mga komunidad at tahanan sa bayan. Idedicate ang pangalan ng bawat tahanan kay Hesukristo.
5. I-enroll ang bawat isang miyembro ng tahanan ni Hesukristo sa mga programa na tiyak na nakabubuti sa kanilang loob at kalusugan.
6. Magkaroon ng team-building o programang pakikipagsama-sama sa bawat komunidad.
7. Magkaroon ng mayabong na disaster & risk management sa bawat komunidad.
8. Magkaroon ng mayabong na ekonomiya sa bawat komunidad.
9. Magturo ng financial literacy sa bawat isang mamamayan.
10. Magpayabong ng angking pagmamahal sa pagbabasa sa bawat isang mamamayan.
11. Itala lahat ng bagong kaalaman at pangyayari sa tao nitong modernong panahon at ipagsama-sama lahat ng kaalaman sa Internet.
12. Ipamahagi ng libre ang mga libro at MOOCs sa Internet.
13. Magpayabong English Language Classes sa bayan.

taga-nangka ako

 munimuni-kalachuchi

noel cabangon - kanlungan

autotelic - languyin

Some Subdivision Assignments

Midtown Subdivision (Marikina) - Yugto App

One Vermont (Antipolo) - Xerox Data Entry

Rancho East (Marikina) - ReadNow Novel

Vista Valley (Sto. Nino, Marikina) - FoxNovel

jintambly food

 https://jamboard.google.com/d/13xoNyA0C_UjTCcuFzzOXpbFcP_ndi3iI5g9g4GaU4OI/edit?usp=sharing

jintambly food. 

inspired by:

clean bandit - rather be

al histioire a mi du l'invite, il l'invite spectacles, il la science, il les experts, il la vie, il la nouvelle scene

1. l'invite

2. l'nvite spectacles

3. la science

4. les experts

5. la vie

6. la nouvelle scene

school materials

 a list of school materials:

- notebooks

- pencils

- ballpens

- markers

- crayons

- colored pencils

- highlighters

- pencil case

- sharpeners

- erasers

- sketchpad

- backpack

- water bottle

- lunchbox or bento box

- lunchbag

- folders

- paper

- binder clips

- paper clips

- bookmarks

- memo stickers

- wallet

- id lace

- organizers

- desk organizers

- umbrellas

- cosmetic bag

- comb

- moisturizer

- lip balm

- button pins

- alcogel

- keychains

- scissors

- tape

- hair ties or 

scrunchies

- headband

- calculator

- planner or bullet journal

- ruler

- sticky notes

- face mask

- talcum powder

- cologne

- backpack

- trash can

- laundry bin

- laundry bag

- spoon and fork

- watch

- binder

- hole puncher

- stapler

- alarm clock

- pomodoro timer

- pocket mirror

- lip balm

- magnifying glass

- compass

- telescope

UPDATED: TAMI'S ENVIES

enc 

pokemon

super mario bros

monopoly

bicycle cards

gundam

polly pocket

dungeons and dragons (accessories) 

accessories

why patc is alone.

dahil ang magulang, 

pipiliin ka kung 

magiging mabuting 

bata ka. yun pala, 

hindi ganon sa labas 

ng bahay!

yun pala, pipiliin ka 

nga ni papa kung 

mahilig ka mag-

drawing!

minihahah!!!

ayaw niya sa weird.

y8 n8d d82 h8d y8r 

n8tes.

f8r 8xmple, 8n y8r 

w8llit.

n8bks h8v b8came sm8l 

m8mo n8tes.

8vry1 h8s p8rses. 8 

h8v 8nly w8llit. 

ex8pt, sh8 h8s n8 

n8tes. w8 h8v n8tes 

in o8rs w8llit.

8smpl, l8ps8lv 

on8strevy 8s pr8pred.

8phon c8se. pl8s.

g8 8pd8ed 8n d8 n8 

pr8dcts 8n m8 

stron8vy 8nvy l8st.

sh8s v8ry s8spic8cis.

w8s y8r f8ve f88d? 

pl8ce on y8 8phone 8s 

8 ch8rm. w8 e8t 

t8g8ther f8r l8nch.

w8li. y8n n8 8ng n8tb8k.

To Ate Shamza: About D Kidz

 

my fashion idol is peco-(chan)sama

 

kono kimono-tachi wa watashi no ima toki na daisuki. watashi kowai-sugi dare, nazenaru shigoto yaru.

what i need to do

things to do:

- review all my previous blogs & social accounts

- check all my values if they align to the holstee manifesto

- check all my values if they align to this article: https://tinybuddha.com/blog/how-i-moved-from-depression-to-a-deep-and-meaningful-life/

- steps to take:

1. get therapy (free online therapy - talkwithstranger.com. i just quit my job at the office last time, 2017)

2. see family and friends

3. practice a craft

4. regain good health

5. journalling (reflection.app)

things i'm excited about

 

it's time to shop for school supplies

 

via Sharpie on GIPHY

via Land O'Frost Premium on GIPHY

via GIPHY Studios Originals on GIPHY

The Misplaced 96%

Why Books are Here to Stay

Can't Stick to a Budget?

35 things to do before Back to School 2021

The value of education

humanity's problem

 

jobs:

-life

victory - .com

ccf - .net

philippines - .org

the feast - .me

bol - .

reptilian brain - the tendency to imagineatively multiply money because of small pieces.

1. tribalism - salin is so much better than layap.

2. short-term thinking - "today, i will go to mang mon's sari-sari store. tomorrow i will go to casaa."

3. wishful thinking - spending time imagining things and not managing the world.

what's the best thing in the world? "the stove."

then humanity is just the same as when it first discovered fire.

staying in the past - causes a rocket spree.

1. love of the stranger - loving strange things.

2. love of the unborn - love of things you cannot see.

3. love of the truth - love of complicated things.

humans should spend time discovering things instead of just cleaning their own bathroom.

the flawed architecture of the human mind: why everything is never as it seems.

the word is "ghosted"

 

the anxiety is that he will not reply and not know what you're talking about. you go crazy because you suddenly think that because it's your first time to have a relationship, that love becomes completely impossible. life starts to lose all sense because it no longer follows any rules. you end up becoming careless. 

ghosted world (2017-2019)

ghosted aesthetic

ghosted novel

ghosted fashion

sometimes cheap is the best way to go. a bunch of old clothes ends up lasting you for the long run, as you stalked up even last winter. persevere through the snowstorm, and the joker card you've been waiting for willing arrive swiftly for your pay.

you appreciate your busted computer. it's kind of your drift anyway. you type a bunch of stringed words and phrases late at night and hope to get your words out. sooner or later. you've done your work.

aesthetic

 books

book thrifting trip

Dear Itay:

 Please give me a Big Macbook with a nice soundsystem. I will officially operate the music board of the house. I've got cool playlists.

From Tami. 

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try not to abuse your power

 foxes (holding onto heaven)

billie eilish (your power)

foxes (white coats)

foxes (cruel) - mango cruella. pls talk to eliza ambrose. 

we will ask ms. anna cristina tuason, along with doc monina and doc irving to be our family psychiatrist. she is also a licensed psychiatrist. all three are legit psychology professors. we'll just ask papa to employ doc anna tuason in st. luke's rodriguez. :)

hey ate 80, why don't you come work with me on r3ciprocity com? you edit my essays and i just write anything i like. :) you can actually edit everyone else's essays also. >:P

here's a great inspirational website to learn a new hobby: domestika. you can learn at home with your new laptop. >:P

i will show you this short film on short of the week youtube. it's about alcoholics anonymous, and it really changed my life. 

i kind of keep thinking about this thing

din makinensy walle oru 

youtube video

hardhearted siya, tandaan mo yon.

sabi niya sa akin, ako yung mag-isa noon.

ayun na siya. si yani.

sabi na nga ba, siya na yon.

ang sakit maghintay.

he kissed me, and kissed me once more

and told me that i’m the wrong person for him after all

because we all go to heaven for some reason

and do not know why we’re alone

it hurts so bad

please take me from this place

i will never forget tamaryn

the hagia sophia is our lady of the abandoned

i don’t know what i say anymore

because of you

i sit down in front of my husband

and wonder why

i only see the truth

she’s black all the time

and she doesn’t cry

that’s it

that’s it ka na nga

i feel the same as manang ada your cousin

she’s the best girl in the world

even i knew the mountain of san mateo

is great

i turn around and see myself

i see myself so much

i could not talk to anyone anymore

she got lost in her chair

she bled so bad

she wanted to die because of men

i wish i could go to church and                                                                                                                                                                                                                       *marunong ka daw magmahal. pero ang mahal mo lang yung asawa mo.

*ibig sabihin po, mahal niyo masyado ang mundo. pero hindi po ang sarili niyo.

*please go to domestika courses com po and pay for a certificate class po. learn a new hobby or pasttime po.

they look angry at each other but they’re both angry at the world po.

please watch the video of rihanna (love the way you lie)

"rihanna" = rewatch

"patc" - place