Musings at Cubicle 25

Alright. I've lost my first job, I've gained weight, and I'm seeing the psychiatrist. I'm just a loner, living with my family, waiting for some change to happen. I'm a Catholic, or just a Christian who attends mass. Supposedly, we're the richest in the country, but to have access to riches is something I don't know. I've experienced salvation but I don't know if getting richer is any more possible. I've passed some job sites online - freelance writing and I'm just about to start my own business. Just that I don't how much I can possibly earn. As of now, I don't have a laptop, but it's on the way for sure. I'm interested in taking up a TESDA course at the girls' college uptown, and possibly taking another degree, just to take up a dream job (teaching or tutoring kids). I'm also interested in taking up fashion design and graphic design courses, to finally make my own clothes. I'm just not sure if I would ever sew clothes, or just do some textile design. I've yet to try a few more jobs out - writology seems to be working out, so is people per hour and twine. I'm not sure about contently though. Amazon MTurk seems to be working too, as well as Conyac and (Test.io). I'm also interested in brushing up on my Chinese, as the plan of taking full Chinese classes at Confucius Institute didn't work out. Just self-studying works out. Well, lastly, Appen and Lionbridge are working out. Damn, I just want new clothes. 

I have some friends online, YouTube, HaikuJam, MoodPanda, Medium, MindfulArtStudio, as well as Blogger. I think I've been pretty much deserted by my old friends, I really don't know if I would ever see them again. I don't have a boyfriend yet. PaidViewpoint is kind of working.
 

My birthday is today. I'm thinking of just buying some art materials for myself.
 

I'm also thinking of taking Arts Management at La Salle and becoming a rich socialite when I'm older.
Also, if a steady job is needed, I'll work at Teletech or Convergys.
 

I'm thinking of buying some glue and a notebook. If I ever qualify, I can also take Interior Design at Assumption and work at Hey Kessy and National Bookstore. I want to tell the person that matches me to take Architecture at Don Bosco.
 

I think I can take the Confucius Institute Classes at Ateneo Makati. I think I can also take classes at Korean Cultural Center and Japan Foundation. I'm getting the feeling that I'm going to draw for the CBTL Journal once I get a website going. I like Ello, an art site.
 

I'm in my Skill Crush period, and I'm currently just getting my life straight and not working yet. I'm 25. 

Oh yeah, I just turned 26 today. It feels like I'm 16. I want some pink things. I wish I had a book with me.
 

What happened to me in real life? I kind of just survived a flood along with my family. We're kind of low on cash because my dad just got hospitalized from hepatitis. As I don't have a job right now, I guess I just get pizza for my birthday.